1. Making changes and being committed to the love of my life.
2. Being honest.
3. Being open.
4. Trying to figure out how best to make sure he's happy.
I've got nothing.
I've been a pushover for far too long. It's time to start moving forward. Hopefully this will be the last post I need before May 15th. Before the end of the commitment that seemingly means nothing right now to the one that I love...
I'm glad he can be happy in whatever way he choses. But that's not someone that I want to be with, not right now if that's the way it's always going to be without the opportunity for something real. I want somebody who wants to fight for that opportunity, with me.