I sat down at Planet Coffee today, word-blabbed, but did the right thing. I told the guy that I've been seeing that I couldn't anymore. I made a choice and it hurt. My heart belongs to the love of my life, and that's why I made the commitment of five months.

It broke my heart when I told him "I couldn't be in a relationship". The spark in his eyes disappeared and there was an awkward silence. We could have been good together. But it wouldn't have been honest.

If nothing else, it'll prepare me for what I might have to do in the future. I just hope it never has to come to that. Because all I think that could be good is a chance for better with him..